A WISH I WANT TO ASK THE GOD

When I think about my old days, I miss the time between year 1997 to 2004 so much. I know those time cannot be reached to me again. Seconds, minutes and days in those times are filled with happiness. I didn't think about worries so much. In those days, friends are more imporatnt for me than parent and family. I found true friends and I could share my feelings to them. How can I forget the days we went for swimming? How can I forget the night we sat and chat together up to dawn? Where can I find the place like we slept together? When can we go to teashop with my friends again? I believe my friends also think these questions and I know that they don't have a good answer. Now I am coming very near to thirty. How many days are left for me? Everyone knows that our current thoughts are not white as earliers. How's about feelings? It might not also be a clear white colour. However, I miss the happiest old days.If I can make a wish, I want to ask the god to let me go to teashop and chat with all my beloved friends.